This was the drawing that started it all. My first vision of sending love and light into my shadow side. Notice how the "healthy adult" grew out of proportion, as I started with her feet and worked my way upwards...the shadow side, or possibly the "wounded child" had multiple arms like a spider (trying to hold everything, do more than she could by herself) which dissolve with contact with the light. Kept in shadow, she was monstrous, while exposed to light, just a little girl.